Murry
I am so sorry for your loss of Sau. Even though we have never met like you I have experienced the pain that death can bring. One thing that has truly brought me comfort is the promise from our Grand Creator to do away with death. It's found in the Holy Bible at Revelation 21:4- "and he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore..." This is something that we all long for. I sincerely hope this brings you comfort in your time of need.