Teresa Hedges
Mom, It has been 3 weeks since you have been gone and there is not a second in my day that I don't think of you. I am so sad without you and still wonder why and what could have been done different. I can't figure it out but I do know that you are in a better place and aren't suffering anymore. Words can't even describe how lost I am without you. I miss all the things we use to do and say to each other. I have called your number and just had to make sure that it wasn't you and I still think of you every time I go to the store and think to myself how I miss driving to pick you up to come with me (you would stand outside in the cold just so I didn't have to wait that extra minute and I would say mom you are silly and don't do that). I can't even see your picture without wanting to just cry knowing that I can never hug you again or say I LOVE YOU. Sydney and I go to bed every night and look out the window for a star and when it's shining I told her that is you saying good night to us. When it's not shining I say that you beat us to bed but still told us good night and that you love us. Sydney misses her shopping buddy, Blake misses his babysitter and Norm misses his 2nd mom and I MISS MY BEST FRIEND< MOM and just am trying to accept it but it's the HARDEST thing I have ever had to do. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
