Shelby
I am sorry for your loss. Losing a friend or family member in death is never easy. One thing that helps me to cope with the loss of a loved one is the scripture John 5:28, 29. It says: "All those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out, those who did good things to a resurrection of life..." Soon you will be able to see Patricia again because our Creator promises to resurrect those sleeping in death. I hope that this promise from the Almighty God has offered some comfort.