Deyona
I am very sorry to hear about your loss. I offer my condolences to you and your family. At your earliest convenience I invite you to read John 5: 28,29 and Revelation 21:3,4 . Jehovah God promises to take away all our pain, mourning, and death. He also extends a resurrection hope to mankind, giving us an opportunity to see our loved ones again. You can put your full trust in God's promises. Feel free to contact me and speak with other Jehovah's Witnesses to learn more about the blessings that are in store for mankind. You and your family are in prayers.