I would like to extend my heartfelt sympathy over your loss.I know losing a loved one can be emotionally devasation,and during the early stages of berevement,there isn't much comfort in words.However,there is a wonderful hope that is in God word the Bible,Jesus Christ said"do not marvel at this,because the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out"(John 5:28,29).Imagine Crystal,restored back to life by means of the resurrection to lived in much different surrounding,sickness,sorrow and even death will be gone forever(Isaiah 25:8;Revelation 21:3-5).I know this does not prevent the deep hurt, but hopefully these texts will easy the grief that you are feeling.