Deyona
I am very sorry to hear about your loss. I offer my condolences to you and your family. At your earliest convenience I invite you to read Revelation 21:3,4 and Isaiah 25:8. Jehovah God promises to take away all our pain,mourning, and even death. Just imagine never experiencing these things again. You can put your full trust in God's promises. Feel free to contact me and speak with other Jehovah's Witnesses to learn more about the blessings that are in store for mankind. You and your family are in my prayers.